I have no particular train of thought to share tonight. More like a random trail of what’s-on my-very-over-worked-brain tonight…
Had to take my car in for repairs today. Let me just tell you, the only warranty I believe in and will vehemently recommend to everyone I know, is the extended warranty on a car. Seriously, it has paid for itself 4x over. I found out I have only 2000 more miles to go before mine’s up. Can I get a “whew and thank you Jesus!” And I’m trying to see if there’s such a thing as an extended extended warranty because I’m buying!
I have thought it was Thursday All. Freaking. Day. It’s not.
I have 5, five days of school left. Work is mad busy. So my bum hurts from sitting in my office chair for 16+ hours a day for the last week. And days since I last ran…10…I’m doing a run on Saturday dang it, my paper can wait an hour or two!
My scale is still stuck at 180.2. What the what is happening here…I had a total freak out last night in my head about all of this. What if I fail? What if I stay at this weight for good? What if I gain all of my weight back? Blah blah blah. I was in a total dark place. Husband made a very good point about it though. He said I have battled my weight my whole life and it’s just crazy to think that fear is just going to go away. So true!
My pants are hanging off of me. Husband has started calling me “droopy drawers”. (Yes we’re southern). I need to get in my closet next week and see if I have any smaller pant sizes in there. Good problem to have…
I’m sure that, due to my stress level being so high right now, I am fighting major food battles. All I can say is, thank heavens I work from home and have no crap food in the house!
I am SO looking forward to Tuesday. That is when I officially get back my Sunday’s, Monday nights and Thursday nights back! I am going to train so hard!! And get back to meal planning!
And writing much more-interesting-than-this blog posts. 😜